I know that this is going to sound odd but My father has a date coming up on monday and I am not happy about it. I wish I could say that I was because I want my father to be happy. My mother died just 4 months ago so I guess it is just to soon for me. I am not saying anything to him about this and the truth is I am not sure that I should. I just needed to be able to say it in some way. I guess I just needed to put it out in the universe.